Radhasowami i m 19 years old girl.I do go for satsang every sunday i believe in babaji a lot and had sum knowledge that life is becoz of all karma every 1 have to do mediation and return to babaji's home. i think a lot of people and very sacred to to do what i like just thinking will it hurt my god and my parents bcoz i never want to go away from the path shown by babaji. I feel i dont understand my gods path. As it is said in satsang that if u mediate u will have peace of mind but babaji m jst 19 i cant get naam its 6yrs later i will get naam i really get disturb by thinking becoz i never want to hurt my parents.