rupinderkaur
Radha soami ji,
I am 22 year old and i love to practice the meditation, one night i was doing my meditation and my whole body was sleep suddenly my mom and dad came and they waked me up....and after few hours when i was in my sense they told me that not to practice more than 15 mini.... just because i am not initiated... i told to my father to go dera beas and asked there that am i eligible for naamdan or not?????? when he came back from beas he dint said any thing...after few months i come to know that we had got the appointment to meet baba ji but my father had not said anything about this... i feel very sad. still i forgive him... and when i do my practice......i do'nt want to go against baba ji hukam but what to do, my mind, heart n soul want to practice more than 15 mini i want to merge in him........ do help please....
I am 22 year old and i love to practice the meditation, one night i was doing my meditation and my whole body was sleep suddenly my mom and dad came and they waked me up....and after few hours when i was in my sense they told me that not to practice more than 15 mini.... just because i am not initiated... i told to my father to go dera beas and asked there that am i eligible for naamdan or not?????? when he came back from beas he dint said any thing...after few months i come to know that we had got the appointment to meet baba ji but my father had not said anything about this... i feel very sad. still i forgive him... and when i do my practice......i do'nt want to go against baba ji hukam but what to do, my mind, heart n soul want to practice more than 15 mini i want to merge in him........ do help please....