Could you discuss with me about that information so that i able to remove your doubts. i am a satsangi boy. even my mind also comes in stress when i find any such blogs on internet.

my friend our babaji is not alone to whom the non-follower, religious zealots, extremist always want to humiliate. since centuries whoever saint came in this world the non-follower had same reaction with them. go to the history and find out how the people of that time tortured them. saint kabir, guru nanak, jesus cruxified. torturing to the true master is a tradition of people even there was a saint to whom these pandit's fired him alive. time is changing and with the changing of time tools are changing and internet is the best tool to spread the false rumours.
i know friend some time suspections attacks to our mind but we should have firm faith to our babaji b'coz it's the symbol of true disciple.

and if the matter of expressing the inner experiences to those people than i can say challengingly nobody will believe you they will give you reply that have you experienced yet or there is nothing so.
the good thing is this that you should not care of them.
even i also create disputes often to my own cousin who does not believe in babaji.

at starting when radhasoami's joined this discussion forum there was men who regularly posted false rumour about our babaji. whenever anybody needed help regarding spirituality, or sometimes the NRI's asked the addresses of satsang centres on this discussion forum he created an interruption in between. several times the satsangis's felt pity about him and prayed may lord blessed him. sometimes he used such comments which are really shameful to we satsangi to discuss. but the good thing is this that grace of babaji came on him and today he is a satsangi.

Thanks brother. Now i feel good after reading your post. You're right. We should not indulge in flaming arguments over internet over this.