Radha soami babaji . I am 23 years old now .i used to drink and eat meat when I was at college.i was also in a relationship with a girl for almost 4 years when I was at college.but after 4 years my relationship break out.i was in such a huge pain that I left drinking alcohol and eating the meat.i also feel the power of babaji that he gave me lot of power to handle myself when I was lost due to failure in my relationship.but nowdays I don't like to eat meat and I also don't drink with friends.sometimes at a party I feel really alone coz now I don't drink .so I am thinking of drinking little to be social with a friends and I am really confused about it.please help me out.