I would like to discuss with others ways to live with paranoia. Last August my husband of 20 years left this life to live with Jesus. Had I not had a relationship with God I would have had the marriage annulled the first week. You see when we moved into our first home, I did not realize that he would not be able to stay at home overnight. The accusations that were constantly in his head made it easier to leave me alone and go out into the desert. Fortunately God has given me a love for the outdoors, and patience beyond what I will ever understand. Before he left this world, and after 10 or 11 years of meeting each other in the desert, we were able to stay home together and the last month the paranoia was no longer.