I believe when ever I am asked to wish something the only possibly most of the times I wish is Babaji give me courage to meditate and do simran bhajan,but when ever If ever i decide to sit to meditate which is become so rare I cannot at all sit for long. I do understand all the points that the Kal is always upon us and the negative power does not want us to go close to almighty,but still mind does not admit inspire of knowing this is the ONLY WAY to reach almighty but still its a very big question mark?? in my life why can't i concentrate on meditation, I have timed my self, used different sitting methods,etc but still i end up not doing it i guess my surroundings are calm I'm a housewife a mother of 2 recently 1 yr old baby,calm husband staying in US simple house simple needs.. so where is the problem how much can One fight with our minds please guide hope there is a solution for this unless babaji does meher which we all need please help I need to meditate anyhow.