I am a 30 year old Bangladeshi girl who has been in US for more than 20 years, I grew up with all the deshi values. And married a deshi guy. I have been married for 5 years and have a 1 years old baby, I am having real difficulties with may marriage. I do not love my husband. He does not respect me or love me either. I don’t know what to do. My mom will die if I do something. I feel like I am trapped, Can anyone advice me.